there are days when I'd like nothing better than to just go to sleep and never wake up.
The reason I haven't blogged in so long you ask? Between homework, trying to sort out just what the hell I'm gonna do to pay for rent AND trying to have SOME semblance of a social life I've been to exhausted to really do much of anything. My ex is still harrasing me via Canada post and every other method he can get his hands on, luckily he doesn't know about this site or the guest book would be filled with his bitching.
I spent most of my afternoon today standing in line at the registrars office because THEY called me up and told me to come in regarding my res checks. I stand there for a half hour to be told I don't have the proper paper work. Go and get said paper work they sit around AGAIN only to find out that the reson for all this is I overpaid. Good thing, I know, but fuck there are times when I just want to shoot the people who work at this place.
I'm sick again, for the 4th or 5th time in the last few weeks. I always crack jokes about how shitty my immune system is but I'm really getting fucking tired of this. And I know that anyone who's actually reading this sad attempt at an outlet for my frustration probably thinks I'm the most pathetic human being on the face of the earth but right now I don't really give a crap.
Oh, and because people have recently been asking about this,is you want my new phone and adress and all that shit, email me and ask for it.
Now I get to go pass out before going to 5 hours of lectures in the morning. Isn't university fun? Fuck existance is a bitch. I want my puppy to just snuggle with and make me feel better, no lies, no pretension, nothing he wants from me except love. that's why I've always loved animals so much, they never ask for anything in return. they don't harass you or lead you false. They just look up at you with their big eyes and stay with you.
Meru at 2:27 AM