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    A good story should provoke discussion,
    debate, argument...and the occasional
    bar fight.
    -- J. Michael Strazynski




    ..:Hilarious Trajedy .:. Katie
    ..: Aerial Ambition .:. Tiff
    ..:Tales from Trent .:. Beej
    ..:Realm of Angst .:. Nikki
    ..:Mad Scientist .:. Bish
    ..:Grey Skye Blue .:. Brynne
    ..:Elected Potatoe .:. Sean
    ..:Magdelina .:. Kat

    ..:Fanthroplogy .:. Research
    ..:Scary Duck .:. Weirdness
    ..:The Dreaming .:. Neil Gaiman
    ..:Whedonesque .:. Joss Whedon
    ..:Photo a Day .:. Something Interesting
    ..:WKOA .:. Odd
    ..:Belle Du Jour .:. Secret Diaries
    ..:Nee Naw .:. Dispatchers Tales
    ..:Confessions of an Aca-Fan .:. Henry Jenkins
    ..:CJSD .:. Brando
    ..:LUTD .:. Tales from the Undeground
    ..:Inky Circus .:. Odd Tales
    ..:Copper's Blog .:. Met Cop
    ..:Occasional Superheroine .:. Marvel Girl
    ..:AE .:. Ed Kennedy's Blog
    ..:Sleep Talkin Man .:. Nocturnal Ramblings
    ..:Blag Hag .:. A Bit of Fun


    ..:Sakura Crisis .:. Manga Scanlations
    ..:Ill Will Press .:. Neurotically Yours.
    ..:The Very Secret Diaries
    ..:Pancino .:. A Kick Ass Indi Band!
    ..:Bubblewrap .:. Boredom
    ..:Threadless .:. Good Clothes
    ..:Magdelina Designs by Kat
    ..:My OCAD .:. Ontario Artists
    ..:Facebook .:. Online People
    ..:The Mall Ninja .:. Redneck Stupidity
    ..:The Penn and Teller Essays
    ..:Tales From Homeward .:. Uncle
    ..:Overheard in the Office
    ..:Evil Mad Scientist Labs
    ..:Cool Aggregator .:. Cultural Oddities
    ..:The Fail Blog .:. Wasting Time
    ..:Cute Overload .:. More Time-Wasters
    ..:My Life Is Average .:. Stranger than Fiction
    ..:Not Always Right .:. Proof Humans R Crazy
    ..:Oddly Specific .:. A Collection of Signs
    ..:1000 Awesome Things .:. Neil Pasricha
    ..:Texts From Last Night .:. Hilarious




    ..:Boy Meets Boy .:. Sandra Fuhr
    ..:Friendly Hostilities .:. Sandra Fuhr
    ..:Other People's Business .:. Sandra Fuhr
    ..:Questionable Content .:. J. Jacques
    ..:Girl Genius .:. Studio Foglio
    ..:XKCD .:. Who The Fuck Knows
    ..:Vampirates .:. Jones
    ..:Cigarro and Cerveja .:. Tony Esteves
    ..:Count Your Sheep .:. Adrian Ramos
    ..:Dog Eat Doug .:. Brian Anderson
    ..:The Awakened .:. Sarah
    ..:Menage A 3 .:. Giz & Dave
    ..:Gingers Bread .:. Carl Sjostrand
    ..:Legend of Bill .:. Dave Reddick
    ..:Brathalla .:. Jeff Stevenson
    ..:SGVY .:. Kittyhawk
    ..:Nice Hair .:. A. Mauchline
    ..:Something Positive .:. R.K. Milholland
    ..:Weregeek .:. Alina Pete
    ..:Schism .:.Leigh Bader
    ..:Least I Could Do .:. Ryan Sohmer
    ..:Basic Insturctions .:. Scott Meyer
    ..:Girls With Slingshots .:. Danielle Corsetto
    ..:Blip .:. Sage
    ..:The Abominable .:. Karl Kercht
    ..:All New Issues .:. Bill
    ..:Just a Little Bit Off .:. Jeff Zugale
    ..:Ctrl+Alt+Del .:. Tim Buckley
    ..:Shortpacked .:. David Willis
    ..:CAD Sillies .:. Tim Buckley
    ..:Looking for Group .:. Ryan Sohmer
    ..:Family Man .:. Dylan Meconis
    ..:White Noise .:. Madsniper
    ..:Magic High .:. Madsniper
    ..:The Dean Show .:. Minkmix
    ..:Saturnalia .:. Spacecoyote
    ..:Pandect.:. Dina Situ
    ..:Arcana .:. Kelly
    ..:Megatokyo .:. Fred Gallagher
    ..:Mini!Marvels .:. ChrisG
    ..:Mac Hall .:. Matt and Ian
    ..:9th Elsewhere .:. Caroline Curtis
    ..:Sluggy Freelance .:. Pete Abrams
    ..:YWAM .:. Aoi Hayashi
    ..:Skyfall .:. Rekka and Mirai
    ..:Picture Diary .:. Lianu
    ..:No Rest For The Wicked .:. Andrea
    ..:Shifters .:. M. Tary and J. Strocel
    ..:Oh My Gods! .:. Shivian







    ..:Ver. 1 .:. Half of Mine
    ..:Ver. 2 .:. Lost Girl
    ..:Ver. 3 .:. Broken Doll
    ..:Ver. 4 .:. Kanashimi
    ..:Ver. 5 .:. Sgoil Dhubh
    ..:Ver. 6 .:. Solas Suarach





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    .:Monday, October 11:.

    ..:shit:..

    well, back from thanksgiving with my family. As always, it was nice to spend the weekend as a whole family, even if we were doing chores for most of it.

    I really do hate how things work out sometimes though. I've just started getting used to the fact that I live on my own, I've started to adjust to the idea that I'm grown up, childhood is over. I get home and I find out that my grandmother has cancer. I knew she was sick before, but I didn't know that it was that serious. While I don't particularily get along with my grandmother, I really do hate cancer. Those little cells, too small to see with the naked eye, have the ability to destroy a family faster than all the cheating husbands and wives in the world. They cause more pain then heartache and accidents, because there's nothing worse than watching a loved one slowly die before your eyes and know you can do NOTHING to help them.

    Cancer doesn't discriminate, it's the great equaliser, children, teenagers, adults, elderly. Single people, husbands, wives, grandparents and friends. None of it matters. It can last for days, years or decades, or you could never know it's even there. Politicians are always making these speaches about car accidents, crime, drunk drivers, things that we can control and feel better about ourselves because we decided not to drive drunk, or commit a crime. But nothing can make anyone feel better about cancer, it's a part of today's society, like the internet and indoor plumbing. It works it's way so deep into our lives that there is no one out there who has not felt the impact of it. And to think, you can't even see the little buggers that have killed so many of us...

    I don't wanna understand this horror
    There's a weight in your eyes I can't admit
    Everybody ends up here in bottles
    But the name tag's the last thing you wanted

    As the world explodes
    We fall out of it
    And you can't let go
    Because this will not go away
    There's a house built out in space

    And I can't see that thief that lives inside of your head
    But I can be some courage at the side of your bed
    And I don't know what's happening and I can't pretend
    But I can be your, be your

    Someone help us understand who ordered
    This disgusting arrangement, time and then the end
    I don't wanna hear who walked on water
    'Cause the hallways are empty, clocks tick

    As the world implodes we fall in to it
    And we can't go home
    Because this will not go away
    There's a house built out in space

    And I can't see the thief that lives inside your head
    But I can be some courage at the side of your bed
    And I don't know what's happening and I can't pretend
    It's a long, long get away,
    It's a long, long get away
    Make it home again, make it home again
    It's a long, long get away,
    It's a long, long get away

    I cant see the thief that lives inside your head
    But I can be some courage at the side of your bed
    I don't know what's happening and I can't pretend
    But I can be your, be your
    I'm here
    But I can be your, be you
    I'm here
    It's a long, long get away...
    ..:Thief .:. Our Lady Peace


    Meru at 3:41 PM