..:Listening to: Clannad
..:Current Mood: Going nuts
HELL NO, Fuck no. I can't deal with this right now. I can't even fucking rant about it!! When I first got this damn thing a few years ago I knew that maybe 4 or 5 people read it, now I can't bitch or rant or anything cause I know someone I don't want to see something will of course read it and I'll pay for it later. Seriously considering going off of blogger for the next while, either that or just keeping all the posts as drafts. Grrrr.
I hate this time of year. During the beginning of winter you at least have a few things to look forward to, vacation is coming up and with it Christmas and Family and New Years. The snow is still new enough that it's somewhat of a novelty and you can hold yourself together long enough to get to the holidays and actually relax a bit.
But after the new year it's basically downhill, the year long classes are getting harder, and there are more classes being added, you get your marks from the last semester (anyone to ask about my marks will suffer a slow and painful death). My rent is due in 2 weeks, I'm sick of snow and being inside and there's really nothing to look forward to. Reading week and my birthday are months off and just looking outside is enough to make anyone depressed.
And now, just topping on the cake, I have to go to the hospital tomorrow for, joy of joys, more tests!! Yay! What fun! I have to get my wisdom teeth yoinked out of my head and they think I'm allergic to the anesthesia like Beej is.
I miss the days when my biggest problem was how to get a ride to go out after school with my friends, not rent or paying for textbooks or worrying about how the hell I'm gonna afford to even eat in the next week.