..:Everything changes and I don't stay the same.:..
You know, its so easy to forget sometimes that the world wasn't always the way it is now. That the internet didn't exist, that you can send anythig with the touch of a button. That the fear left over from the terrorist attacks in the last four years wasn't there before. That any time you hear the word's "plane crash" 2 tower filled with smoke and crumbling lives come to mind.
Not even these big things either, there are little things missing too. TV shows that have come and gone, pushing limits and setting new ones. The things I've learned in school, the stories that are now so much a part of me weren't always there.Fashion, intrests, self image, I've changed so much in the past 5 years that I truly don't recognize myself some days.
Every once in a while I'll turn to KT and say "what happend? When you met me I was so different..." and I was. I look different, I have short hair that I dye, I have FAR more piercings and countless more scars. I've changed how I dress, and not just with passing fashions, but my entire style. Going from as simple as possible to seeing what I can express with my clothes, both good and bad emotions.
Everything changes, a season for all things... change is an accepted part of life, but every once in a while it sneaks up on you just how much is different, and I'm so scared that one day I'll look in the mirror, and hate the stranger looking back at me.